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| 07.30.04 (11:41 pm) [edit] |
I dont know what to do anymore, everything is going wrong! I went to Nicole's straight after school yesterday and then there was a bit of a disaster with my hot house ticket, but i wont go into that right now..... The whole night started off disastrous, i think that was my sign to give up and not go to the hot house at all! But i did go and for the first 2 hours or so i had alot if fun but then someone told me a couple of things that i really didnt want to hear....Things that really upset me, Kate, Megan, Angie, Ash and Nicole told me that they couldn't possibly be true but i definetly had my doubts. That sorta set me off. I was really upset, i ended up crying (imagine that 'me' crying at the hot house) After about 15mins i started dancing again but i was still completly shattered. I still dont know the truth and if this 'thing' is true or not. I really hope that it isnt tru because if it is, ill be more than shattered.
My little boys growing up! lol Nah not really cept Luke hooked up for the very first time at the hot house and it was with my OLD BEST FRIEND! i was so shocked it was not even funny,(well actually it was pretty funny) Lincoln got me to ask 3 girls for him and he got rejected by every single one of them.
We were all completly ditching Luke and Ryan for the entire night because they weren't dancing and it was really annoying, the kept going on about how i had to be protected from doing something stupid. I could never ever cheat on a guy, thats definetly not how i am. In the 3 hours of the hot house i got asked to hook up by a total of 6 guys, (i mustn't have looked too bad after all lol) but i was a good girl lol and i said no to all of them. I danced with Lincoln for a little bit (for a scary guy he is a really good dancer) Megan hooked up with Berry (again) and Nicole hooked up with 2 guys and got aked by about 2 others that she said no to. She gave this guy called Ryan her phone number.
Luke, Ryan and Lincoln have decided that they want to be mean and on Monday they are supposedly telling Jared that i hooked up with all the guys that asked me and that i was full rubbing up to Lincoln (yuck) hopefully Jared is smart enough not to believe them..
Luke and Ryan must be completly against me or something because they have done something with a few photos of me that is mean and they said that they have emailed it to me! Ill have to check up on that later. Hopefully they havent done anything too bad.
Im going to have to sort out this mess with Jared and find out if what i heard was true (what i heard was that he hooked up with someone while i was with him) and yeh whatever happens happens i suppose. It's all up to fate!
Im in the drama esteddfod for our region not this monday coming but the monday after, im doing a duologue with Nicole, it's already sounding pretty cool.
This is the poem we are performing!
Late-night News
Roger McGough
Sorry, there's nothing new to say,
It's all been said before.
The slaughter of the innocents;
The futility of war.
The empty streets, the rifle shots-
The corpses not yet cold.
The interviews with colonels:
Who say as they are told.
The refugees, the loaded carts,
The feeble, and the lame.
Locations change from week to week,
But the misery's the same.
A million miles of footage,
Countless reels of tape.
Twentieth-century history:
Murder, torture, rape.
When we hear the starting gun
We dispatch the nearest crew.
Today it's Sarajevo,
Tomorrow? A town near you.
So if you wake up screaming,
From dreams you did not choose;
Remember that you saw it first:
Here on the late-night news.
I think that it will be really fun and a great experiance!
I hope all works out for me, i'll write again tomorrow.
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| 07.29.04 (2:32 am) [edit] |
ok im all happy again :D
lol go the short message
[i]~§¡ñg lïkê ñøöñê ï§ lî§tëñïñg, løvê l¡kë ý¤û’ll ñëvêr ßë hûrt, ðåñ¢ë lîkë ñøôñë ¡§ wåt¢hîñg, lîvë lîfë lîkë ¡t§ hêåvëñ ¤ñ êårth~[/i]
[i]~What a coincidence! I love me, too~[/i]
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| 07.29.04 (2:02 am) [edit] |
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I dont know what to do! About everything.............(and jared no it's not just bout u) It has to do a little bit with what was going on at school today. It was all about secret talks and stuff (very annoying) I hope jared's not angry at me 4 being a lil depressed but i sorta had a reason to be. Im not going to go into all the reasons why i think i had a reason to be depressed but believe me. There were some! :cry:
Everything is getting so confusing lately, it doesnt help that luke and ryan dont have their own lives so they focus around mine. A little attention from them is good but not from ryan, he just scares me! Ive got the hot house tomorrow night, i dont think that it will be all that fun! Im really just going because i promised the others that i would ages ago and kate always holds me to y promises. :roll:
I went shopping with kate this afternoon (nicole was meant to come but she had an appointment) kate and i had so much fun, just shopping and looking around, trying on clothes, we were getting on so well it reminded me of old times. We have made a pact that we will try not to fight! Im wondering how long thats going to last lol :wink:
I wish that i had some money while i was in town, i saw a top that i really wanted to buy, my parents definetly wouldnt have approoved but they would have gotten over it eventually!........ mmmmm im going back 2 being all happy again on monday, being sad is definetly not me, its to.........depressing :D
anyway cyas all
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| 07.28.04 (2:22 am) [edit] |
I had an alright day...it was alright! Went to rockclimbing. Did ok today, climbed a couple of walls but wasn't very good. All my friends are monkeys and im crap!:roll: :cry:
I finally got my results from a university test that i did for gifted and talented students (dont know where that came from lol :? ) I did soooo well...It was a test designed for people in years 11 and 12 and i got over the average (way over) in maths english science and reading. I was sooooo happy and my parents were really happy as well. Ive actually done well in something for once.
MMM well ive been with jared a month 2 morro though the holidays were in between so it sorta really hasnt been that long! Im very happy though :D I wont go on too much coz he's going 2 be reading this and well you get the idea.......
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| great day |
| 07.27.04 (2:41 am) [edit] |
It was sorta a great day! Nothing went wrong that i can think of so it was way better than most days that i go through lol. Went to school as usual. Had a couple of very boring subjects that may or may not be of any use to me ever. Saw all those great friends, i think all of them are back at school again now, a couple of them were sick with a virus. Just got off the phone to Coley (Nicole) talked bout some very interesting things lol (not mentioning those) well they werent all that interesting just boring stuff bout how im lucky 2 b with jared (shouldnt he feel special) lol. Nah............Today at school finished writing that boring debate that we have to do on thursday and listened to one bout how gay marriges should be legalised.
Got some photos from a trip a couple of classes took down to sydney earlier in the year! I look absolutely terrible in all of them! I dont think that anyone could convince me that i dont look terrible. lol
mmm well i think i might go now
cya all 2 morro :roll:
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| 07.26.04 (2:14 am) [edit] |
well today was interesting lol. There were'nt very many people at school. Nicole only came to school for the last period (art) really i dont see any sense at all in coming to school for 40 minutes and then going home again but if thats what she wanted 2 do! I've just finished watching maury povich as i do everyday at 7pm lol......Cept todays was really sad.
mmm i think that jared might be annoyed with me now! :( I didnt exactly say a proper goodbye to him 2 day after school! It was raining and cold n i guess i just sorta forgot what was going on and what i was doing! I hope he isnt too annoyed. We are doing a debate in school on thursday about this new canteen policy that they want to start in our school.
I swear everyone is against me! I know that that may sound at least a little bit weird but i think that it may be true. I get payed out sooooo often ( people may have good reason but they shouldn't say it 2 me lol)
I dont know exactly what i can say on this site anymore. I told Jared the site so now he can come and read into all my thoughts whenever. Maybe i should just write about everything and anything! EXCEPT HIM lol i think it would be weird to go on to a site (even if it may be your girlfriends) and read about what she thinks of you.
Im scared about the hot house (an under 18s disco) Jared cant go and Luke and Ryan have said that they are going to 'look after me' lol that could be cery scary even though i have known them both for years!
Well any way i will leave you all with two quotes that i live by:
[i]~'It's better to be hated for who you are...Than to be loved for who you are not'~
~'Judge me all you want...Just keep the verdict to yourself'~[/i]
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| 07.25.04 (2:29 am) [edit] |
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i dont really know whats going on lately, my parents have been really annoying and strict. They found out bout jared so i think that might be it! I dont see the reason that they should be so worried im only 13........I suppose many 13 year olds can get up to alot of mischief but im not like that and neither is jared (mmmmm) i dont no what to wrote on here any more because now a couple of people know about the site so i dont want 2 write anything too bad as then they will definetly find out bout it!
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| 07.25.04 (2:23 am) [edit] |
heya again everyone, sorry i havent written in sooo long, just been back 2 school (yay lol) I'm alot happier than i was in the holidays! I proved my friend (mmmm) lincoln wrong (hopefully 4 awhile).........Havent really got anything interesting to write about though..Has anyone seen King Arthur? I have heard that it is really good.
well ill thik bout what to write and ill write back soon!
Ps Jared if you are reading this, i know its pretty crap but thats ur opinion lol :roll:
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| 07.18.04 (2:49 am) [edit] |
heya everyone,
im just posting again to say hi! Ive gotta go back to school again on tuesday :( as boring as it is it will be fun to see all my friends again.
Well thats all 4 today
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| Yet another entry~ |
| 07.13.04 (2:20 pm) [edit] |
Yes yes i know it has hardly been long at all since i last posted....and you can only post once a day to get tbucks but i have nothing else to do! It is 8:16 in the morning here and still cold! Im not usually even awake for at least another hour but it's wednesday so i had to put the rubbishes out in the street! I've decided to get out of this place on friday and go see a movie with my friends nicole, luke and jared.....Nicole was on holidays and she met this new guy Scott...Apparently he lives in our town, she wants him to come to the movies with us aswell! We dont yet know wat we will see....We see most movies that come to our little town cinema (which i might add arn't many) We saw harry potter lol, ad spider man and of course raising helen.........We were thinking of mean girls or the stepford wives...has anyone seen either, please comment if you have. I've got to go back to school in less than a week and no i am not looking forward to it, back to the exams and tests and schoolwork. The only really good thing (apart from the education as the parents say) is being able to see all my good friends everyday again. I really miss that in the holidays. Everyone os always away and coming back at different times so we can never get everyone together as a group until at least the last weekend.
anyway signing off another entry lol
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| A Terrible Message |
| 07.13.04 (1:33 pm) [edit] |
This is a poem that i didnt write.......I found it on the internet, and i think that it has a very terrible though good message. I hope you all enjoy it!
A Terrible Message
Near to the door
he paused to stand
As he took his class ring
off her hand
All who were watching
did not speak,
As a silent tear
ran down his cheek.
The memorys ran
of the moments they'd walked,
In the sand
hand in hand.
But now her eyes
were terribly cold,
For he would never again
have her to hold.
They watched in silence
As he bent near,
And whispered the words
I love you in her ear.
He touched her face
and started to cry,
As he put on the ring
and wanted to die.
And just then
the wind began to blow,
As they lowered her casket
into the snow.
This is what happens
to man alive,
When friends let friends
Drink and Drive.
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| 07.12.04 (9:40 pm) [edit] |
Just another day in sunny australia......though it is now pretty cold as it is the middle of winter! It could be worse though. I live on the east coast of australia so it is more or less warm and sunny most of the time. It has been about 20degrees most days......We live out in the country. The drought affected us pretty badly last year so we are all happy for the little bit of rain that we have finally recieved. We do pray for more. I dont have another poem for you all today but i hopefully will soon!
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| ~*~Just another Poem~*~ |
| 07.09.04 (6:55 pm) [edit] |
*~I'll be there for you~*
There may be times when your feeling blue
Just to let you know i'll be there for you.
Through rain or shine or flood or drought
I wont let you down, you wont have a doubt.
Whenever you need me to brighten your day
Ill be by your side to lighten the way
You're my mate, my buddy, my friend
I'm hoping we'll be that way till the end.
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| I'll tell you what is going on...... |
| 07.09.04 (3:00 pm) [edit] |
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OK, So now you may or may not have read a few of my poems, but i think it is about time I tell you a little biit about myself. My name is Klara and I am 13 years old. I live in beautiful sunny Australia with my Dad, my Nan and occasionally my younger sister Tazia (who also has a blog). I decided to set up this tblog account for a little bit of experiance on the web. I enjoy writing poetry but also doing all the fun things that normal teenagers do e.g. parties, sports etc. My dad came up with the name teenrager for me as he said it applied to me very well. I hope i will enjoy my time and the people on this site. :D
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| ~*~Mummy where's Heaven?~*~ |
| 07.09.04 (2:54 pm) [edit] |
This is a poem that i came up with, not with any relation to my feelings as this hasn't happened to me. This is a poem from the point of view of a little child.
~*Mummy where's Heaven?*~
Mummy where is heaven?
You went there last night.
You made daddy cry,
And you gave me such a fright.
Are you an angel mummy?
Daddy says you are.
He says it wasn't your fault
That we hit that other car.
Mummy did you know?
Our car was feeling poor.
The brakes were put on at such speed,
The car just couldn't endure.
Where's heaven mummy?
Is it very far?
Can I come and visit you?
Can we take the car?
Where is heaven mummy?
I don't understand.
I'm feeling kind of lonely
Will you take my hand?
The doctor says I'm lucky
That I'm not " Up there" too.
But I don't know what he means--
I just wanna be with you.
:(
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| ~*~Just a few poems that i came up with~*~ |
| 07.09.04 (2:46 pm) [edit] |
~*Great Friends*~
Take a small piece of my friendship
And hide it somewhere sweet
Never tell another soul
No matter who you meet.
Now take this as a memory
And leave it in the past
Life's too short to take it hard
And good things never last.
If by chance I go away
Or find another home
If things don't feel right for you
And you feel all alone.
Don't let time waste you away
Remember your surprise
That a small piece of my friendship
Still hides behind your eyes.
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